I‘m want to give u another last chance..same as to myself..from now on..no hatred, no cheat(both others and self), no complain,no jealousy,no conspiracy, no icecream, no self-indulgence, no indignant to injustice, never let hallucination dominate my judgment, never try to find compensation for loss though someone or sth else, and never lose rationality during self-protection..don‘t ask for or take anything for granted to be mine,